For all things and non-things that you may ever want, Laurel, understand that sometimes the fastest way to get them is to forget them, and to focus instead on just being the most amazing human being you can be. At which point all of your heart's desires, spoken or unspoken, will be drawn to you more powerfully than a magnet is drawn to steel.
Have an amazing day,
The Universe
I trust you know, Laurel, that when I refer to you as a "human being," I actually mean "ancient intergalactic spiritual tidal wave of love and energy having a human experience." Yes?
