Every day, Laurel, "the score" is even. Every second, in fact.
Everyone lives each day for him or herself, no matter what they did.
No one owes anything to anyone, no matter what happened.
And from this, what I hope you most get, is that whatever you do next, you do it for the joy it brings you.
Joyfully,
The Universe
And doing this, Laurel, just watch how popular you become. Not that you will care.