The dream at night is just like the dream of here and now, Laurel. You hide from yourself that you create it so that it can seem real, while you pretend not to be who you already are, so that you can finally get what you already have, for fun.
I say think of this often.
Unicorns and dolphins,
The Universe
...so that you can be who you already are, Laurel, and get what you already have....